inferiority complex thy suffer…

i could’ve made it to the Guinnes wold of records.earliest  person to suffer failure.its only 4th of Jan.

My phone ’s been busy sms’ing me about utp .
”do u get utp?’
No. i typed flatly.hell, there goes my RM 0.15.
and then dad called,
" kaklong bagi ic number, ayh nak check u dpt ke tak scholarship petronas"
" anak kawan ayah dapat pegi australia"
as it turns out, anak kawan ayah tu my friend, hanan from Kuala Selangor.

20 seconds later,
" ko dah check petronas ke blom?, tefon nombor XXXXXXXX n bg ic number utk check ko dpt oversea ke tak"- Erin, Sekolah seri puteri
ok , i said.
did u get it,? i add.
" oh dpt, utk accountancy tp tak tau kt maner, uk kot…"-Erin again

congrats, i hastily add.

2.oo o’clock

" sorylah , kaklong, u didnt get it. takde rezeki ."-Ayah
" takpelah, takde rezeki lah tu. mungkin ko dpt medic kot utk yg lain"-Aiman
" takde rezeki lah tu. ada hikmahnya"-Sal

Takde rezeki. i guess thats that.

Boring boring boing. Double boring bored bored.(look, it rhymes!)

Gradually,i can feel myself morphing into a brown coloured sloth.

Holidays over. Nothing on Astro.computer breaksdown.Broke.Cant  move . No wheels.Its teenages wost nightmare.

Naturally, my mom doesnt think so.She said theres a tonnes of things i could do. sapu luar , basuh baju, dishes, cook.etc..etc..

i’m going job hunting.

Describe chelsea.Monotonous winnings.Annoyingly good.Smug, snobbish brilliant coach. Cute Petr Chech.

its getting boring isn it? Chelsea ’s vision in winning everything without flair and style is associated  where there was a time when Shumacher ALWAYS wins an FI race.Well, at least shumacher’s strategy in cutting cars  is delightful to watch.

its not that i have anything againts them. i’m a fan of them, in fact. And i believe Frank Lampard is the next best thing ever happen to cHELSEA after Roman Abronavich.While John Terry-Claude Makelele collaboration can give Italy a run for its money.

My argument is, football, given that it is something being watched for entertainment, it should b exciting, not predictable.  the way Liverpool come back  winning Champions League after trailing 3-0 againts AC MIlan is one shining example  of  grit  and excitement in footbal.

anyway, since denmark did not qualify, i bet my money on Holland to win the world Cup.comments are welcome.

how magnificent internet is dont u think? it is arguably addictive too. so it does not come as a surprise when i was just one inch before going insane when my home computer breaks down

u c, i have all the symptoms.pacing to and fro(point A:computer , Point B : living room). always opening the fridge.blankly switching channels. cooking eggs in every means possible, fried , scrambled,mata kerbau. omellete, half-boiled.sleeping right after maghrib. sighing exasperatedly every ten minutes.

dont i sound like a drug addict who’ve shot of supply?

AAAAAAAAAAARGH……..!!!!!! . thats better