Archive for May, 2006

mediocre malaysia

Sunday, May 28th, 2006

Inspired by the live malaysia-myteam match in Bukit Jalil, i made up a new Mnemonic.
The 5P.
Stands for "Poor Preparation Produce Pathetic Performance".
Fresh from the adrenaline rush by watching the game live in the stadium itself, i summed up that myteam well reflects my 5P.
Blunt in attacking,no sense of direction,unfit,a heavy goalkeeper,erroneous passes.Malaysia have no excuse of not thrashing them at least 4-0.
Understandable enough. Dubbed as " mee segera" by the FAM president, they fit the label very well.
This is a team who was formed about a month in a half ago, had no experience in handling both big matches and shrieking crowds, loses most of their friendly matches and to make things worse, theyre guided by non-other the publicity mad , Serbegeth Singh.
(His coaching credentials includes only training a primary school football team.)

Obviously, i’m not his ardent fan.His arrogance had ticked my major nerve evident from his scathing talks and statements.

Those who supports myteam  wears blue while malaysian supporters were asked to wear yellow.
Supporting neither of them, i wore red instead( baju PRS)
Funnily, my heart reached out to myteam. I secretly hoped that they can hang on and defend their territory well from slew of malaysia’s stinging attacks.( myteam never looked like having a striker).Besides, they have the backing of their 50,000 fans chanting " myteam,myteam, myteam".

The noise was deafening, i can assure you.

And i also thought that very noise somewhat had distracted myteam’s focus.Imagine whenever a myteam member had the ball on their feet, the ear-splitting roar in the ampitheatre can certainly  make an inexperienced player go rigid.

Despite the lacksture performance, they had their own share of sterling moments as well.The beautiful first goal was one, and the defence wall undampening spirit was another.Credit given to their searing runs and bravado tackles.Towards the end of the game, they almost scored an equaliser  (at this point, i thought my heat skipped a beat) apart from unlucky near misses.Hm.Losing 2-1 sounds not too bad.

Which is the other way around with the malaysian squad.Another 3 goals should have been netted since they controlled the pace and the flow of the game.Boasting talents like K. Nanthakumar and Khaironisam Rosli,they never rise to my expectations , never worthy of the rave reviews given to them since their  2-0 winning over  Man U Academy. I say they are not ready yet to reign the Asian Junior Championship title.Losing the ball too much, they’re not creative in creating  space for themselves.Perhaps the sending off of their prolific striker( you can never get away this time, main sepak2 orang lagi), Muhammad Zakuan Adha( ke adik die?) contributes to their mindless forward moves but the cliche goes, football is never a one man match.Alamak hanani. So passe’.

At this stage, the malaysian under 20 cannot afford making mistakes or blaming the crowd distraction anymore.They should overcome stage fright by now since the Asian Junior’s is beckoning. They’ll meet full-house stadium with more hostile crowds like in Indonesia and Myanmar.
K. Rajagopal definitely has a lot of work to do after tonight.

Kudos to malaysia anyway, for sparing FAM the embarassment.
And to myteam, i suggest a re-match.

" Believe in Possibilities"
" Yakin pada Kemungkinan"

P’s: The next Mokhtar Dahari is still ever elusive.

gastronomic findings

Monday, May 22nd, 2006

Bunyik tajuk macam canggih. The definition however, is not-so-canggih.
The findings also, is according to my terms. Meaning my pick, my taste , my favourite.
Food, glorious food.I would like to count my blessing to be raised a malaysian. Malaysia is a food-lover’s heaven. Now, there’s a sky high difference between loving good food and loving to eat. I apreciate high quality food, great tasting dishes, good eateries,new culinary experience and have no qualms burning a hole in my pocket when it comes to food.Which falls myself into the former category.The latter, is a different story all the way.
The basic idea is those who engorges into anything and everything regardless of type, time and portion.

Today, ladies and gentlemen , I am going to list my top pick of various food in varyfying categories and with any hope, rationalise them why it is so.Drumroll please…

Rice DishNasi Goreng Paprik
- If done well,-(had a bad experience before), the red, runny gavy of the paprik sauce compliments well with the steaming hot nasi goreng. Aroma of daun kesum and daun limau purut succesfully make it more appetising. The best part - the sour , tangy aftertaste.

Chicken Dish- Ayam Percik
A higly popular culinary fare come bulan ramadhan. Though sadly, the size of the chicken is reduced with each year count while the price shows the contrary.So good you can even eat it on its own. The secret in making a good ayam percik is how  long the chicken is marinated in blended gravy ( the  longer, the better)and thats hardly the case now.What makes it tick–slightly burnt charcoal taste.

Fish Dish- Ikan keli goreng sambal
Crunchy on the outside, soft on the inside with sambal sauce for that extra kick. Enough said.

Meat dish- Daging hitam
I like this dish so much i learnt how to cook it myself.There are many shades of black sauces can be found depending on the amount of soy sauce u use.  Best eaten with piping hot nasi putih.

Vegetable dish- Kangkong belacan
An avid fan of kangkong, the fact that making this dish is easy, quick and tasty was a plus point for me.Unfortunately,an amateur can transform this supposedly crunchy dish into a limpy , green, blob.Think me for the first time.

Noodles-maggi. nyep. bihun sup.
In my experience, there are two versions of bihun sup .The one with eggs and without. I dont really dig the egg version as it does not suit my palate.Which is a totally different case with its sibling.Generous amount of chicken strips,some even throw in bits of beef, and a well salted chicken soup completes my perfect bihun sup.A dash of sambal cili api is a must.

Chinese- char hor fun
It resembles kueytiow ladna at first glance but it sticks together, edges burnt like a huge cake with less gravy in it. Some call it kueytiow kung fu.I had one taste of this in a stall at selayang and immediately i’m hooked.

Indian- Naan cheese with chicken tandoori.
Excellent for a light meal.Most mamak stalls makes huge, big naan bread.Yummy melted cheese inside gives the fluffy ,plain naan a little flavour that even kids would love.Dipped in 4 curry sauces with chicken pieces sandwiched between them.emmmm….Authentic Indian dining experience.

Hot drinks- Neslo
Half bitter, half sweet. Old fashioned mamak style Neslo panas beats any  Star Bucks’ cappuccinos and  Coffe Bean espressos  anytime.

Cold drinks- Air Limau ais.
One good thing about this drink is it cools the body and cleanses the palate after a heavy meal , eliminating all the upleasant odour.Besides, i find that it sort of balance the taste when eating either spicy , sweet and salty food.

Western- mom’s homemade spaghetti bolognaise.
I dont really like western food. Theyre boring,unexciting,unflavourful and the lack of gravy on most of it dishes doesnt entice me at all.But mom manage to nail a sour spaghtetti bolognaise dish by altering the recipe.She adds cream cheese and curry powder and tweaks a little here and there and voila! She scores home .

Salivating  now?
Bon appetit’

stepping stone into adulthood.

Sunday, May 21st, 2006

My first start into adulthood comprises a mish mash of The Da Vinci Code, window shopping, friends, teh tarik,secret recipe’s black forest indulgence,  a nice visit from a long time acquaintancy,and series of testimonials, in that particular order.

a very wholesome day for a birthday indeed.

On going 18,the urban myth says it reflects maturity,wiseness,responsibility,and a symbol of freedom apart from the usual celebration of adulthood.The basket of teenage angst, raging hormones and ridiculous nonsense that one shouldered before should be a thing of the past.

Granted,the very idea that i should at least resemble the kind of person depicted above, if not be one in the flesh sounds outlandishly absurd.Take it from a person who still,relies heavily on her mother on making key decisions and still enforced upon her a 6.30 p.m curfew.

Me.

The journey throughout my whole eighteen years of my life had been a bumpy joyride.Sometimes, the car broke down,and you’re forced, due to the circumstances, to hold on a little bit. Humbly i admit,i do succumb to devilish influences that i assume played a key part in creating the bad side of me thanks to constant erosion and deterioration but ,i tried, oh how i tried my best to hide them away. I practise constraints so as not to harm people around me when i’m badly hurt  myself.I reckoned thats the reason why hordes of individuals along with me on my journey call me blurrish. In a little funny way, the  lack of what they call, ‘emotions" had repeatedly deceived people that i’m THAT kind of person per se.One who doesnt open up,one who’s immune towards feelings and highlighted as one because of their level of sensitivity, or rather lack of it. You get the picture.Its world reknowned the skill in expressing emotions and feelings physically is not exactly my greatest points. Hence, the blog.

This post is all about gratitude.Despite the non-existent aesthetic assets,i’m healthy.Thank You God.For making me peachy. For making me born  complete, no mishaps.Yet.( lets hope its a permanent state.).

We often overlooked our parents.Thank You God.Because i have a set of loud, big,reliable parents.Also, we forget our siblings.Thank You God.For i’m not born alone into the world.A double,a die-hard Linkin Park sister and two annoying brothers often surprises even myself on how they make me whole.

Both friends and foe, i admired even ur mere existence.Thank You God.They provide balance in my unstable life full off of bumpers and potholes.Assisting me in a way they smoothen all my hard edges that may potrude other people’s way.With gracious heart, i applaud them.thank you guys, for the intrusion.

Save the best for the last they say .Thank You God. For creating me a Muslim

One valid point i would like to raise in conjuction with my birthday is, keep on reading folks.My blog are pieces of me, uncut and uncensored.Live straight from hanani.The joyride is not over yet,it just made it to a significant pit stop.

Hm.I dont really feel like 18.

        " Growing old is mandatory, Growing up is optional" - minasenus

P/s: The writer highly admire the overwhelming support given to her blog.She hoped that they will bear with her along the not-yet-ending journey.

teacher’s day greetings

Monday, May 15th, 2006

Pardon me if i’m starting to sound nostalgic but its that time again of the year.
Where suddely ad-hoc business ventures springs up from everywhere around the school providing chocolate and roses requests, song dedication services, at not exactly what i call a small fee.
It still stike me as very amusing teachers getting identical things( from request services) with the handwritten manila greeting card being the only way of differentiation.

Subject of blaming should not be pointed to us, naive, innocent students because precisely, thats what we are, naive and innocent.( *gagging sounds from a distance*)
Noteworthy reminded though, the heart of all commercial hype are strongly spurned by many other heartening things.
Apreciation. Gratitude.Love.
In layman’s term, we just want to say thank you.Full stop.
In any accessible manner that we can come up with, wether its going to cost a bomb in our pocket, wether it forces us to burn the midnight oil ,wether its going to drain every energy left in our body, even turning into deceit and sapped all the creative juices we can think of,we’ do anything, anything to make sure our teachers are  heroes of the day.
Or at least make them feel like heroes.
Which is kinda endearing .

Thank you’s itself is subjective. One sense of thankfullnes( is there such a word?)  to your Sir’s , Mrs’, cikgu, mentor or anything you call them is highly dependant on how much one owe them in any way imaginable.A teacher who’s prolific, who changes people, who creates  wave of difference is the most celebrated and mostly remembered.

I consider myself very lucky having to encounter and cherish meaningful moments with  one of them We call her Cikgu Maimoon. She always joked that back in he university days her matric card was spelt as " My-moon".The rarest species possible that i still cannot find anyone near as such anymore.Period.
She stamped her impact on me and many other in a more personal way.
She’s the one when she talks, energy of pride and motivation oozes around the hall.
She recognises potential immediately and effectively move students to greater heights, chase higher dreams.
She had her own way showing authority, when she says dont do this,people will obligingly obey, not out of fear but somehow everything she says makes sense.
She’s such a huge inspiration that when she changes house team, her former team( Rumah Biru) loses after being champion 7 times in a row.And surprise, surprise, her new team emerged as the deserving champions.
She’s the living spirit of Sekolah Kebangsaan Taman Permata and by the time she got transfered,  dark gloom that reverbrate throughout the whole school can be evidently noticed.Even the principal announced " It was a dark day for us in the history of this school…" with her head hung hown.

In much simpler words, she moulded us into who we are today.
She approaches students,not the other way around, unsuspecting as we are, as if someones breaking in into your life and start repairing things thats imperfect anywhere she could scourge and find.Etched in my memory is her big red letters written " LALAI !!" even if i get 39/40 in maths. I dont mind, thats soo like her, she insists on improving , never she asked us to stop  and be satisfied. "Aim for  40/40", she says.
We want to be better,more improved person when she’s around.
i terribly missed her.

Her connection to students are timeless,up to the extent that we, as ex students will come to visit her every Hari Raya without fail.
And she would welcomed us with her  trademark mee jawa.
She never, never forgets.She made sure that she’s updated on her students progress, say SPM preparations, even though i have left school for 5 years. A living proof of  lifetime learning.
oh god, i missed her a lot.

Special mention dedicated to Cikgu Norzalina Mohammed who constantly pushing me untill i can get an A in maths, Ust Wan Azarimy whom lectures and stories are as funny as ever, Cikgu Norfadhilah who made my science days enlighting.I owe you everything i have now.

Ok, i’ m lapsing into those-were-the-days mode but how can i forget tireless wardens, Cikgu Masita whom her championing puteri SEMASHUR efforts and determination of making ASPURI a better place is legendary.
The cool and collected Cikgu Roslynda,whom level of patience when handling troublemakers are something i highly admire. Please forgive our recklessness and stupidity back then.
Teacher Salmi, down-to-earth and nervy as she is,she still possess a soft side that touches people.She’s the one who make things work.
Not to forget the veteran and longest-standing warden, Ustazah Zaharah ,whom tough and reasonable approach when handling students welfare
( which is quite a handful) had gave her a reputation that she’s not easily fooled. You can never escape ,she knows everything.
Juggling between  taking care of their own family and at least another 250 students is definitely no easy job.They deserve every credit that they can get in keeping ASPURI a comfortable, harmonious enclave that students can seek haven and solace.
oh, bloody hell. i remembered the sirens. The ever irritating, annoying , excruciating, prolonged sirens.

I would like to heap my greatest praise and gratitude towards my Cikgu Indera whom transform my add maths nightmare into something i can be really proud of.Cikgu Nik Sri Rahayu, how many times people are fooled by her small, demure,three foot height when beneath that cute figure prevails a  firm,booming ,and energetic character. Physics had never been much more clearer than before when she starts dominating the whiteboard.
The popular Miss Yap,with her precise,meticulous,speedy and direct approach effectively lessened my biology headaches. Oh, her fashion sense is noteworthy too( *winks).
Once, we always place a bet among my girlfriends on who can accurately predict what blouse will she match with her skirt for the day.We even conspire on which retailer did she purchases her wardrobe, albeit at the back of the class, in whispers.
It will be a shameful disgrace to not mentioning miss Zilfadhilah Hasni ,the  Beyonce lookalike, well, at least that’s the only person we can associate her with regard of her vogue vibes.
There’s only two person in this world who s capable of making me laugh out loud shamelessly. farhana roslan and her.English classes are something we all look forward to.No surprises there.

Cikgu Siti  Aisyah( bm), Cikgu Rosliza( bio), Encik Sazaly( science), Ustazah’s( theres too many of them) ,Cikgu Wan Joe( history),Cikgu Yahaya Mamat( maths), Cikgu Sazlina,Ustaz Fauzi ,CIkgu Zawawi, Cikgu Baharuddin,Cg Masodiah,teacher Mardiana,Cikgu Rafidah, Cikgu Haslina,Ustaz Yazid, Cg Nizam and many, many more of these enchanting,dedicated group of wonderful people ( if i would even try  and dare to list down , it will fill up the whole page,) whom all helped me achieve academic excellence.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR TREMENDOUS WILL AND DRIVE TO EVEN TRY GETTING IN ANY SENSE INTO MY STUBBORN HEAD.

If i have wronged you for the past seventeen years and eleven months of my life, only forgiveness that i can pledge from afar.
ok, i can belanja la, but call first.

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

going overseas, anyone?

Thursday, May 11th, 2006

petronas said : " …..anda tidak berjaya…".  okayy…….

of course i’m worried. When all your friends around you start  getting offers studying outside  malaysian territories and you still sit home being a self-proclaimed cook , there’s a concrete reason to be a one  worried person.kudos to diyana( japan), petronas scholars(aust, nz and lain2),dino,mai, plus the ultimate kudos to oya( usa ) whom will fly away to usa this 20th June.
( dammit, batch 2 thn lepas pn ader yg tak fly lagi!).

but really, i’m very happy for you oya, together we work our way to the future government servants team, unless , well, u figured out a scheme to squirm out of contract-bond, like, paying back the scholarship for instance?

Having said that, alas, jpa provided me the much needed relief.Pursuing a course that may lack on the popularity side, i might as well cross my fingers that a  gleaming future ahead of me will beckon.I mean, really, if you say the word pharmacy, what will pop up into your mind?
Exactly.
Guardian and Vitacare.
Apart from medicines, i cant think of any other job prospects ,
And they say, this department is critically needed in the medical line?
You dont even get the doctor " Dr" title.
Pooh!

How silly of me, and that makes the two us who thought the same. When i first voiced my intentions to pursue pharmacy,it was greeted  with  many raised eyebrows, my mother being the highest.
LIke a true, authentic, vintage mother , who wants the best out of her children, she’s more keen on me going straight for medical.

Oh, reminiscing all the thoughts, i cant help feeling how ungrateful i am back then. Masyaallah, hanani.sedar diri sikit.
Now i’m light , fluffy, and giddy as a bee.
Bersyukur. That too.
The letter doesnt come in yet, but its just a matter of time.
Had long talks with farhana and azreal ( good luck guys, behold the dream target of London School of Economics), and i reckon i’m going to accept the offer if nothing else comes in before the deadline time span.

Another One Big Weight lifted off my shoulders. ; )

P/s: As we speak, mara results have not come out yet, still,best of luck you guys, giler nak aku tgk ramai2 pegi.