inferiority complex thy suffer…

To date,  latest happenings are a mish-mash of sweets and sours. The latter succesfully secured a place in my history books as the   looooooo
                                                      oooooooo0
                                                                      ooooooooooooooowwwwwwww
                                                                                                              wwweeeeeeesss
                                                                                                                                    sss
                                                                                                                                             st
point of my life. i’m not telling even you insist. Bribing does not put that much effect on me either. My swift reaction was gorging in two packets of cheesy chacos between swigs of 100 plus. So much for stress management. Should give more attention to aijud’s blog.

But i’m over it now. Nevertheless, ignorance is not bliss in this case or else it can be highly detrimental for my future well-being. (Now , hanani3x, since when you re beating around  the bush while writing). Fine, i’ll tease you with a hint. The word is Flunk

Trivial as it might seem, my circle of friends now are my supply of happy moments. Graciously they took up the  act as my mobile stress reliever, in spite that the intensity of my stress level is not yet mounting high. I suspiciously thought i’ve mellowed after 7 months of doing nothing, as i dont remember complaining this much to study 10 subjects in the past .Recently, i whined considerably over three subjects. I want myself back!! I want Mizz Nick back!! . Mr Gillich did a very good job confusing everyone in physics  including himself. We dunno whos’ teaching who anymore.

Strange, i  seriously thought my main motivator to keep on going here is i get to learn new stuff, new wonders; experiencing your hands in things you never did.Being deprived from outside world for 5 years contributes greatly to the forming of this condition.A condition that i have to Stop.Right. Now.

I can sense that my priorities are not right.Like now, for example, i should be doing geometry’s homework but i end up in the Com Lab blabbling in this blog. My concerns are purely for the ineccessants as opposed to studying.A bad habit here i picked up in sunway. Damn.

To put words in my mouth,strictly its a good idea that i should stop now.
Till then,

P/s  i am officially broke. TNB , where art thou?

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